The start...........

I love writing and discovering a platform where i can vent without compromising my identity is a dream come true. I am not new here and i have seen how everyone learns from each other's blog and how beneficial just writing and pouring out to strangers can be. To this, i start my blog. I have been given an opportunity to start my life afresh in a new town with new people. I am so blessed as i can finally try to put behind some of my ''past'' mistakes. Note the word past, as i have realized that in life, you can not always forget the past as that is what makes us who we are. With all my little life experiences in family, love and friends, i hope i can structure my future and find myself in this world. I learn everyday and these lessons shape me to be the person i am. Moving to a new place is quite daunting and i am scared, very scared. I have never told anyone before. I am worried. For one, i have to start all over, look for a job and build myself. Even though i made the decision myself as i think it is the best i can do for me. I need a fresh start. The funny thing is i dont know if i can get the so called clean break i need. I recently broke up with my boyfriend. I really love him and he said he needed space to be himself, the usual, its not you its me reason. Guess what, he lives in the town i am moving to. It is a major problem for me and the fact that i have been trying to get over him is making it harder. He still wants us to be friends but i dont even know. Its a huge town, chances of us running to each other if we eventually stop talking is slim, but right now, he's helping me with moving and settling. Wish me luck. Hopefully writing here will help me regain sanity, settle down and move on with my life once and for all
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