Whirlpool

Phewww!!!!!!!! what a weekend!!!! i wish i had read the comments you guys left for me. A lot of drama would have been avoided this weekend. It was the craziest ever and i think i should leave the story to another day. Lets say i experienced another side to my personality, the angry one. Let me tell you just one of the crazy things that happened. i got so mad due to the argument i had with the ex, that i tossed my phone at him, took my bags and started walking on the road to an unknown destination in an unknown town. It was dramatic, details later. I am going on a long weekend to another state to stay with one of my girlfriends. I am really looking forward to it. A time away to clear my head. Im beginning to think that my moving here was a major disaster and i should never have moved. Does anyone have experience or know how to stop liking this ex or even stop calling or texting him. I really want to stop but then i find my fingers dialling his number or sending a text. Lately, I have been getting this urge to ask him out again cuz im so vulnerable right now and im still kinda hung over him. Guys, what do u think cuz it feel he still does like me. Im sorry that it seems all my posts r revolved around him but technically, i started this blog to pour out my life issues esp relationships and get advice from y''all so pls bear with him.

I am searching for an apartment. Its hard work. im so choosy. Any tips on what to look out for cuz this is the first time im renting all by myself. I have always lived with family.
Job hunting starts next week, im so nervous cuz it can really be stressful but i guess i have to be strong. I didnt know moving will be this difficult and emotional.
Anyway, looking forward to your generous advice as usual.
Have a nice week